Catch up on the story here: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3.

At this time I was working a lot, and she seemed to be home more often. I would come home and she was always on the computer using the webcam and talking to guys. I was jealous that she was doing it so much, but it was better then her going out like she had previously. I had developed a complex with my size at that time, and was nervous that she would start going out again. I did like her coming home and having sex with me, but I confused about what was going on with our relationship. After a few months, she decided to try doing some shows on the computer using her webcam. She had so many guys interested in camming with her. It was a success. She was pulling in a lot of money, and I noticed her enjoying herself with some of the guys a little too much for me.

Then she decided to make an amateur website, and I thought it was a great idea. She told me we could make some movies together and make some money. I loved the idea. This would improve our sex life. Plus we would be filming everything. We ended up making a few movies and talking about the site more than anything. I would get camera shy, and wasn’t able to get hard. She would get furious, and told me that I was not man enough to do the site.and that my dick was looking “way to small” on cam, and that if we were going to continue the shoots that she would have to find another guy to take my place. I was devastated, and we began fighting all the time. Finally we came to an agreement. She told me she was not interested in doing the website anymore, and that she was just going to do shows on the computer and that was it. I was relieved that she didn’t go thru with it, and did not find herself another guy. At the same time I was feeling inferior, and feeling like I wasn’t big enough to satisfy her, and the fact that I wasn’t able to get hard on cam sometimes made me feel less like a man. Amanda noticed my response, and I guess she took advantage of the situation. She was very sweet to me but I was aware that she knew of my weakness and I guess that’s when it all really started to develop.

Amanda kept working from home, but she started going out a lot more. She picked up the old routine of staying out late, would get me hard when I was sleeping and start fucking me. She would be so excited, her pussy would be soaking wet and she would fuck me really good. I thought she might be cheating on me, but I was afraid to ask. She would get mad if I asked her, so I didn’t. I kept thinking about her fucking someone with a much bigger dick then me, and I imagined how he was able to make her cum. Something I was not capable of doing. The thought of it made me really excited. Knowing that your girl is with another man and you can not do anything about it.

I eventually confronted her about going out so much, and I told her my suspicions about her cheating. She agreed that she would stay home as long as I got better at sex, and made her cum like a real man. I could tell she resented the proposal, and was frustrated. She agreed to give it a try anyway. She was not happy, and we argued a lot. One night we were having sex, she got very angry and told me that if I wasn’t able to make her cum that she would have to find someone that could. She left the room. I was shocked I got up from the bed a few minutes later to talk to her. and I found her in the couch masturbating. I just stood there and watched her play with herself until she made herself cum. When she was done, I came inside the room and I was crying. I felt helpless. We had a long conversation that night, and she ended up giving me a month to get better making her cum, or she was going to find a lover.

I started buying books about sex, and read everything I could get my hands on. I knew that I had a month, and wanted to make her happy. The response I got from my new techniques was her just laying there. She was bored, and she told me she was not going to fake anymore. I could tell she loved me despite this since she was sweet and patient with me. I soon realized that I was not cutting it. After a few weeks, Amanda called me at work and told me she had a surprise for me. I rushed home, and she told me commanded me to strip down and get on the bed. She blind folded me. I heard her open a package or something. She then grabbed my cock, and started to put something on it. It felt weird and I had no idea what it was. When she took my blindfold off, I looked down and saw it was a chastity device. She was smiling, and looked very satisfied. I asked her what was going on, and she caressed me and told me she loved me. I could tell she was up to something.